If I'm being honest, I'd have to say 2011 was the worst year of my life(so far). Physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually, I was tried and tested- more than I felt was bearable at times. Faced with hard, life-changing decisions, while dealing with the demons of mistakes from my past that haunted me, proved to be overwhelming and disheartening. I had experiences I couldn't have imagined in my wildest dreams, that I wouldn't wish upon my worst enemies. I sometimes felt as though I was literally watching my life spin out of control- questioning daily the purpose and meaning of my life on earth. I made too many mistakes, my life was consumed and weighed down by regrets...
In the middle of these memories I began to feel anxious, nervous for yet another year; so I said a quick, quiet prayer. Suddenly, I felt hope and peace in my heart and new thoughts flooded my mind.. A kind, forgiving and merciful Heavenly Father blessed me with a loving family who never gave up on me.. even after I'd given up on myself. I am thankful to have felt their prayers in a time of such despair and darkness. I am thankful for another chance at making my life right again through the Atonement. Tomorrow is a new day, in a new year! I have resolved to 'be my best self'.
This Holiday season was truly wonderful- I was surrounded by my amazing family and we had a lot of fun! Here are some pictures of our adventures:
Then it was Christmas!!
It was really a fantastic Holiday and I am so thankful for my family and many wonderful blessings..
To end on a positive note for the year, in 2011 I excelled academically, learned hard lessons, and was reminded to trust the plan heavenly father has for me, it is perfect (and I will be too, one day). I traveled, enjoyed my family and friends, and was able to appreciate my blessings.
Bring on 2012, I am so ready!
